I find myself at a juncture where
once again I’m in a spin.
Options seem to be all around,
could go East or West or South, well even North I guess,
but there’s nothing out there without you.
Soon my book, and the others too,
will be complete, then what do I do?
Once all my goals have been met, guess a
new list must be made.
Scared to try life out on my own again,
really wishing I had a friend or a companion.
Now that I know I could get sick again,
I fear the going alone, back through it all again.
Maybe I should just stick around my family,
they have already been so good to me.
Hoping for the day when I can be,
the one to benefit them monetarily.
A friend once said: “If Angela had a million dollars,
she would give it all away to her family.”
I don’t believe that is any longer true of me ,
as now I can see that certain relatives don’t appreciate
or know how to treat possessions that are lent to them.
Yes, I am kind, but I am not a fool.
I know better than to do the wrong thing twice.
Kindness that is extended is not earned the first time, it’s extended,
but thereafter, it must be, or else its abusive.